Hi, new here. I use to always have a weird interest in magic and started getting into wicca as a teenager. However, now I find myself losing my faith that magic is real and am now going athiest the 3rd generation in my family to do so as my grandfather was athiest and my father used to be atheist though he is kind of starting to beleive. Still it's been really hard coming to terms that magic isn't real and on top of that coming to terms that I indeed have ADHD and autism. It's to the point that I'm going through a bit of a creative block and I'm usually very creative and have a wild imagination. Hopefully being able to talk to my dad who is also rather creative will help some.