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it's such a great mask that they love it and can't remove it ever | roll to disbelieve
Analyzing Christianity

Evangelicals respond with hypocrisy to hypocrisy as a dealbreaker

Not long ago, Ryan Burge revealed some of the major disaffiliation drivers in Christianity these days, with the top contender being hypocrisy. In other words, 42% of Christians who disaffiliated from Christianity cited hypocrisy as one of their major reasons for leaving the religion. In response to his tweet, loads Read more

By Captain Cassidy, 2 months03/02/2026 ago
i'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again | deconversion be like that | roll to disbelieve
Analyzing Christianity

Deconversion accusations (and the one I never hear)

Over the years, I’ve heard many, many accusations about the causes of my deconversion. It could practically be a religious genre by now: Cold-reading attempts to guess strangers’ motivations regarding religious choices. But only one thing actually caused my deconversion. Strangely, Christians never light upon that one. Today, I’ll share Read more

By Captain Cassidy, 1 year12/13/2024 ago
But now the grass grows wild and clean and free and sweet | roll to disbelieve
Codex Disbelievium

The deconversion of Captain Cassidy

In this blog’s first year, I spent a while outlining all the different elements that went into my deconversion. I haven’t formally talked much about it since. Now, here, I want to share my story with you. Today, let me show you how—and maybe importantly why—I deconverted from Christianity. (This Read more

By Captain Cassidy, 1 year12/06/2024 ago
Analyzing Christianity

Disaffiliating: When leaving religion means leaving your entire life behind

Some religions don’t make a lot of demands on their adherents. Others demand everything. And then somehow, they take even more when someone leaves.

By Captain Cassidy, 2 years12/15/2023 ago
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Analyzing Christianity

Knowledge: Starting from scratch after deconversion

Unlearning all the faulty logic and pseudoscience I’d learned while Christian was tough. But I had a much tougher time with unlearning how I’d learned how to learn and what knowing something actually means. I’d thought I had a handle on how to assess and absorb knowledge, but I was completely wrong.

By Captain Cassidy, 4 years08/07/2022 ago
Analyzing Christianity

The pro-life clinic manual that deconverted me from Christianity

I started reading this CPC manual as a firm, fervent Christian. I ended it weeping, devastated, and windmilling my arms over the ledge of apostasy.

By Captain Cassidy, 4 years08/04/2022 ago
Analyzing Christianity

How Phanatik’s faith pool drained

Last week, popular Christian rapper Brady Goodwin, aka Phanatik, announced his deconversion. He released a video on his Facebook account describing how it happened. And his extimony perfectly illustrates a concept I call the faith pool. Today, let me show you what this concept means and how it worked for Phanatik.

By Captain Cassidy, 4 years01/25/2022 ago
Analyzing Christianity

The night my fear of Hell died

Today, I’ll tell you what happened the night I finally lost my fear of Hell.

By Captain Cassidy, 5 years05/17/2021 ago
Analyzing Christianity

Churches: No Country for Doubters (Gospelbound)

TGC’s people think that churches need to step up to be safe harbors for Christians struggling with their faith. That’s an impossible demand, but also a very safe one for them to make.

By Captain Cassidy, 5 years04/24/2021 ago
Analyzing Christianity

Gospelbound Talks (Ineptly) About Deconversion

Hi and welcome back! Recently, we covered a post by Brett McCracken on The Gospel Coalition (TGC) (archive link). In it, he slammed deconversion and ex-Christians in the most hateful and contemptuous ways imaginable. But at least he demonstrated nicely that evangelicals have finally begun to notice the process of Read more

By Captain Cassidy, 5 years04/23/2021 ago

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